I wandered all my life, I get lost in the crossroads, as a madman wandering in the desert without neither water nor love to give or ready to welcome. I walked in my own footsteps, I drowned in my little prides, I dared to think I was enough for myself, that "it would be ok" whatever happens, trusting in what I was creating. It was just another mirage amongst many others. Year Zero. "You're my oasis in desert". I remember this sentence you had written to me. I feel the same baby. You've been the oasis in the arid loneliness of my soul, you saved me of my illusions, we saved each other, and now I understand the real meaning of Love. It's this visceral feeling able to make us give up everything for the one we love. Nobody has ever reached this place in my heart, nor done half of the things you've done for me. All these trips, totally sick, in train, plane, bus, with their perpetual complications, fears, uncertainties, and the fact to override. I don't have to find my soulmate, I've finally found her, and found a meaning to my own life, with you by my sides.

Cavellucci is the tattooist of my Love, an inspired guy with an undeniable skill, working in Faro (Portugal). It's been a while that I follow his work and I'm glad to be able to share this video of his work with you ! Don't hesitate to check his whole youtube channel, he told me he will add more videos soon ;) ! Enjoy creative people and support by forwarding this video to all of your friends !

The zombie is actually recording for the acoustic E.P we'll release in 2011, while I keep on composing the first tracks for the next album. Don't hesitate to buy our first album (itunes, amazon, our on our myspace) and to leave comments to Nervz XXVI ! Your support is needed ;)

Fuck people and their cockiness. I see every day really good videos, short movies or talented musicians, and everyday I read the comments of motherfuckers who dare to spit or denigrate while they do nothing and are fucking handless with their own life. It's not the fault of others if you guys are fucking incapable ! I support creative people and spit on the ones only good to puke on others efforts. This human attitude is really getting me sick. Whatever it is, insults because of your skin tint, of your style, of what you're doing, creating, humanity is an envious bitch unable to control its low instincts to keep the mouth closed when there's no reason to open it. Negativity is what we are drowning in. It could be better, why people prefer to destroy instead to build together ? There's nothing to gain with this foolish way of being.

A drawing I made of my Nightlight <4 I'm back with black fingertips lastly.. Back to more traditionnal drawing stuffs !

NO FUCKING NEWS ? HOW WRONG YOU ARE ! I agree the fact I don't often post things here, but I prefer to take my time to write full articles than little post every day :) So here are the news, because we don't lack of work to do in SIMPLYD4RK ! Between a Scread Seventh exiled 3 months in Montreal for his studies (where he keeps on working on our songs), I who's working as always on things concerning to the project (some french tours to come in 2010-2011, and the beginning of composition / writting for next album which will be available I think in one or two years), and Nervz who's actually reinterpreting some songs of mine for an acoustic E.P (where I supervise every details of composition and put my vocals on it to help the zombie to work better) we think to release during year 2011, projects for the UNDEAD ROCKSTRIAL crew are going well ! ;)

About UNDEAD ROCKSTRIAL, I'm actually printing the first models of my clothing brand ! Go check more pictures on THE OFFICIAL FACEBOOK ! :D I'm very excited about it because it will be the opportunity for me to work on the visual part of my personnal world (same name than the brand). Get ready to see lots of undead, horror and cyberpunk stuff... and more !

MY GIRL KNOWS HOW TO PLEASE ME. My girlfriend sent me this t-shirt few days ago ! An awesome gift for me who supports animal cause (especially contributing with PETA2 ) ! Remember, UNDEAD ROCKSTRIAL IS ANIMAL FRIENDLY !

WORK HARD, GET TATTOIST. For months this little idea grew up in my mind, to make of this passion I've since I was a 2 years old child, drawing, a way of living. There is in tattoo something really different than graphism, more personnal and human, that I appreciate a lot (in fact, through my works of graphic designer / illustrator, what I like most is to work with musicians cuz it's quite the same deal ! You work for the world of someone, his vision of things and what he wants to show of it :D). My days are then dedicated a lot to improve my way of drawing, and as I said in the beginning of this article, I'm back with more traditionnal stuffs (portraits, animals, etc..). I'm actually waiting for a tattoo kit I finally ordered ! Can't wait to hold the needle and practice on synthetic first. I'm not with a hurry, I want to take my time, learn and do things good. Too many people begin to tattoo without basics, in drawing or hygien. I don't want to be one more fool amongst other ones ;)

Let's write another chapter in Blood'n poetry... Actually, I don't know where it will lead me, but I got one thing for sure : The writting of my old cds is dead. Something grew in my heart since I decided to focus my work on my way of writting in my native language, french. Now, I suck their marrow and transpose it in english. It gives a dark poetry, full of images, where metaphors melt with experience, something that fits clearly better to my personnality and expectations through the message I want to share. I think maybe it's a matter of time too..

Before I wanted to share my past, my wounds, in a too much expressive way. Now, I just feel the need of blood'n poetry, I think I just begin to understand what is creating for myself : I don't give a fuck if people will understand my words. I give you the choice to interprete by yourself and keep the whole meaning for me.. at least, for the moment ;)

A new picture taken by Pierre Veillet (aka Trip Fontaine, photographer of Rock One Magazine) the day of our gig with Brokencyde and Jeffree Star in Paris). Lots of new pictures to come throught the page of the Magazine, and on my blogs ;) Moreover, few pictures have been done for Undead Rockstrial, my upcoming new clothing brand, with my Love. It gonna be awesome ;) Go add Undead Rockstrial as friend on myspace and facebook, waiting for the new amazing design which will be available soon !

Minha vida em Portugal Back to Portugal with my Love. One more white night in Lyon's airport, after a huge week-end in Rudy's house (thank ya bro for you to welcome me and my zombies after our gig), one more time putting my feet on the portuguese ground. Our life, our rythm of life, far from the pain caused every month by distance. How I love to be with her. And the week-end has been awesome :) Saturday : getting ready, brown café (with a "frappé" drink which was half warm in fact), ordering my birthday gift (an awesome ring, I can't wait to have it around my finger), discussion with her and her bestfriend around uma cerveja sem tremoços ha ha (if you go to portugal one day, know this : super bock beer + tremoços = heaven ... or almost :D), tattoo (final step for her "night light" tattoo she did on wrists. A gift she did to me 3 months ago, the nickname I gave to her). And sunday : Rock In Rio !!! Motorhead + Megadeth + Rammstein : pure awesomeness with awesome people ! Finally meet Edgar Keats. This guy is simply amazingly skilled, I can't wait for him to do a photoshoot of my girl (and why not, in a hypothetic future.. with me ! :D) Check his work out !

24th birthday An awesome 24th birthday spent in Sintra, visiting the Quinta da Regaleira with her, eating veggie food @ Psi Restaurant at night after a long walking day. It was really a great birthday celebration. No cake, no candles and other clichés, only love and discoveries (+ a ring that I like so much offered by my Love). Everything that I like in fact ! Few days spent in Algarve, sun burns vampires (true fact !), new tattoo ("Blood'n Poetry", my personnal philosophy of living in fact..), a night in Metropolis (goth / rock / indus club from Lisbon) with our friends, few shopping, and here I am back again to France, the heart heavy, with lots of images in head. I miss everything of our life together and this empty bed which is waiting for me scares me to death. True love is an amazing thing... Fight for what it's worth !