Again, a night spent with a song of Muse in the head... I was not a fan, but there are lyrics you can't ignore. It gets me sad, that's what beauty is able to do with me... And she's beautiful. This song. To chase this starlight isn't an easy thing, but carrying on this, with all the strength in our nails, spend days and nights for it, I know what it means. There are desires which aren't reasonable but means the world for us and make that nothing has a sense anymore, that nothing is able to give us pleasure or anything else, as long we don't find answers to questions which are moving under our skin. A goal to our existence. Nothing else. And I don't care about people who care if I live or die. We would never hurt if we would never try anything. It would be sad to follow this way...